Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Not goodbye, just see ya later

Well, the time has come already for us to say farewell to our good friends the Young Sangs. They have pcs'ed to HI and I couldnt be happier for them. Although Im going to miss them like crazy I know that in the Army you gain family and sometimes you get seperated but you need to stick together, no matter the distance.

Some people walk into our lives for only a short time but they leave a life long lasting impression that will never leave you. Thats how I feel about the Young Sangs. You only meet truly loving and caring people in the Army every so often, and its not often enough I must say. We have met a handful of couples that we can honestly say we care deeply about. This is one of them.

Amanda and I werent really "friends" from the getgo. But thanks to our wonderful hubbys they pushed us together and said "you need to get along with her". Because of that we both gained something very valuable, family. Ryan is like a brother to me and Amanda...a sister. Their two beautiful girls are like my neices and I love them dearly, I would do anything for my family.

Hun meets different people in the Army, some you would like to forget about and others you just cant get out of your heart. In the Army a wife and her soldier need to learn that you can become close to someone, but you need to expect that the day will come when yall will be seperated, whether its for years or just months, whether the seperation is between spouses, family or friends. Its hard to let loved ones walk in and out of your life, but if you hang on tight enough, youll never lose them, ever.

"Pick and choose your friends wisely" my mother would always say to me. If she only had the chance to meet the Young Sangs, she would have loved them as much as me and Hun do.

But with all that said let me finish up with this....

I want to wish you two the best of luck in whatever and where ever this craziness takes you. You have two beautiful girls and I cant wait to see them all grown. Dont lose touch with us, even if that means only FB messages. You two have seriously blessed our lives more then I think you will ever know!

Good luck with everything and well be seeing you soon!!!

We Love You Guys!
XoXo

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

The Latest

So....this month has been nuts already and I really cant believe its already half way through. Im just about there with the pregnancy and totally cant believe that there are only 5 1/2 weeks until my due date. It seems like its completely snuck up on me. Im sooo ready to meet our daughter and cant wait to see if she looks more like Hun or if shes more like me. And I cant wait to see what kind of person shes going to be when she gets older! Is she going to be outgoing and spunky like her Mom or is she going to be more laid back and go with the flow like her Daddy? Only time will tell us that and I cant wait. Althought this is NOT me giving her permission to grow up too fast, for the record.

Hun is at WLC for the next few weeks and hopefully that leads us to a wonderful closing of the month with the news of his pinning. But while hes gone Im here with the puppy and were just doing things day by day with the energy I have. Some days are more eventful then others.

So with all good things they must come to an end eventually right? Our friends are moving to a new post here shortly. We wish them the best of luck! And hopefully well see you guys soon! Their like our extended family. And we love them very much. Who woulda thought forcing two women to be friends could work out so well :P. You guys take care of yourselves and those two gorgeous daughters of yours!!!! And....thanks for everything, idk what we woulda done without your help, advice and friendship!

So I have my 35/36 week appointment next week! I cant wait to find out how big the little one is! And to see if theres any progression towards me going into labor. Honestly, I cant wait to hold her! Although I am alittle nervous, will I be a good Mom, how I know what she wants.....those have crossed my mind tons of times! But I have come to the conclusion that Ill just know! Without my Mom here to give me her little tips and such it frightens me some but I know that I can do it and get through it all. My Dad has helped as much as he can, being a male im sure hes alittle confused as to what to tell me at times but hes held up his side very well. Love you Daddy.

So with all that said....Im sure Ill post again before little one is born :)

Love Yall!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

October Already

Is it just me or has this year flown by? Its October already, time to bust out the hoodies and winter jackets. Im 33 weeks pregnant and theres only 7 weeks to go until our daughter is expected. Its alittle nerve racking but at the same time its exciting.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with this thing anymore, the only person who really ever read it was my Mom, and shes not here to read any of this stuff I type in here. Sometimes I feel like I could scream in a room full of people and no one would hear me. Like my thoughts and feelings dont really matter the way they did.

Losing your best friend takes a toll on your whole life, and messes up everything you ever thought was good and pure in this world. I hope the birth of our daughter changes that.

I wish I had more positive things to say.

7 Weeks and counting :)