Is it just me or has this year flown by? Its October already, time to bust out the hoodies and winter jackets. Im 33 weeks pregnant and theres only 7 weeks to go until our daughter is expected. Its alittle nerve racking but at the same time its exciting.
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with this thing anymore, the only person who really ever read it was my Mom, and shes not here to read any of this stuff I type in here. Sometimes I feel like I could scream in a room full of people and no one would hear me. Like my thoughts and feelings dont really matter the way they did.
Losing your best friend takes a toll on your whole life, and messes up everything you ever thought was good and pure in this world. I hope the birth of our daughter changes that.
I wish I had more positive things to say.
7 Weeks and counting :)
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*ahem* I read every time you post. I have you on my blog reader and RACE over here every time you post something. I know it's definitely not the same, but I just wanted you to know that this is not just sitting there with no one reading it.
ReplyDeleteOn another note, we REALLY need to get together before one or both of us has a baby in our arms instead of our bellies! You have 7 weeks, I have 13...not much time! I know you don't have a vehicle during the day, but I DO have a ginormous Suburban that I feel very silly driving with just me and Shiloh when the boys are in school.
We could go in to Watertown and wander the mall, or get some glorious caffeine :) or something. Whatever. It kinda (really) sucks that you're not next door anymore. Ok, now that I've written a novel in your comments, I'm gonna jump off of here. Let me know when you want to get together!